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The trouble with growing older is that you experience
more and more bereavements. The latest loss of Randy Cozens
was particularly bitter and painful because not only did we
share a passion for the music of Blackamerica, (the element
that initially brought us together), but we shared so many other
beliefs too.
Both
born and bred on the wrong side of the tracks in London, when
we first met we not only recognised the Soul brother in each
other, but the outlaw too, and we both remained anarcho-rebels;
mistrustful of authority, our "betters", organised
shams like religion, as well as the piss-artists who, once
all element of danger has passed, seek to appropriate elements
of the "outsider" culture and bring it under their
control. A parallel experience in fact to what has happened
to Blackamerica since the Civil War was fought to preserve
the Union, and black emancipation added as a politically opportunistic
afterthought once the war was already a couple of years underway.
In
many ways, although we had so much in common, we were very
different too. His approach to life was direct and virile,
mine more discreet and pansified, but we both wore invisible
boxing gloves, and spent most of our lives keeping them shining!
But people develop in different ways and grow different characters
through their life experiences, and provided you always remember
that only the wearer knows where the shoe pinches, you can
always respect one another no matter how disparate you may
be with regard to peripherals.
When it came to the music of Blackamerica we were both driven;
driven by a searing sense of injustice that such artistry
should be overlooked and ignored by those who controlled the
media, and alongside this too was the simple solidarity with
all oppressed minorities whom the privileged think were born
just to serve their over-inflated egos. Our backgrounds ensured
that the politics of the streets was never lost on us, and,
more importantly, could never be bought off. Our shared sense
of humour was also scandalous.
Our love of THE music however was THE constant factor that
bound us in friendship. He not only knew exactly what sort
of side would flip me out, but, as I once remarked in passing
conversation with Ady Croasdell, "I think Randy is one
of the few people who really understands me and my funny ways."
He approached his end without fear and with stamina, which
didn’t surprise me in the least. We were even able to
joke about it a little, and I told him that if there WAS anything
afterwards, he was to hang on at The Gates until I got there,
and we’d sort them out together, and in the meantime
he was to look after all the departed companion animals that
have featured in my life and tell them I’ll be joining
them one day.
We once spent ages discussing the impact Maxine Brown’s
record "All In My Mind" had on each of us when we
first heard it. It was for both of us a seminal moment in
our cultural history, and it was wonderful that, a fortnight
before he died, we were both able to spend an evening with
Maxine in London. She knew he was her number one fan, and
the evening was tinged with great sadness for her too since
we knew Randy didn’t have much time left.
But, it is a person’s LIFE we must remember and celebrate,
and Randy’s life touched and enriched so many other
people’s lives. Not least of all my own, and I feel
blessed that our paths crossed; I shall remember him always
with love and affection; and always regard him as one of life’s
true Soul treasures.
Dave Godin |